Cursed

  “You’re nothing, nothing to me. All you were to him was a place to put his dick.”   I remember the days when sadness would eat me alive. Every moment without the one I wanted hurt miserably. Each beat of my heart felt like morse code...

The art of letting go

Truth is, you could let it all affect you. Allow yourself to stay in a million pieces on the floor, cursing the world for causing you so much pain. Holding grudges and growing colder and more jaded. You could. People I find, aren’t like tattoos. They...

In retrospect

2016 was quite the year for me. I was almost five months pregnant with Journey, and lost him. Underwent an emergency surgery, befriended an enemy, embarrassed the hell out of myself, met a great friend, re-found my soulmate, and started my long...

Unmasked

"Fuck you, you fake ass friend."    My intentions were pure, despite how distorted it was laid out. I've been used, backstabbed, abandoned, led on, broken beyond repair but... I can honestly say I've never been framed for being completely at...

Happiness is bliss

"Hey, how're things?"   Believe me when I say, she had it coming. Broken hearted, gullible, so goddamn depressed, self destructive.. I could drone on and on about why I did it. Simply put, I reached my fucking limit and killed her.    I...

Dear lost love

Remember when you said 'I drive too slow'? You were always about living fast and crashing and burning. I guess 'I drove so slow' because I was trying to buy more time. More memories of your infectious laugh and goofy seductive smile. Or maybe the...

Siren

Almond shaped honey eyes stared out the windshield. Each time they blinked her dramatically long lashes laid across a perfectly contoured cheek. Her laugh drew attention to a perfectly plump rosy set of lips with the whitest snow for teeth. The wind...

Here goes nothing

Life is a cruel bitch. It gives, then takes it all away. Let's you find happiness so out of this world and then? Gives you a heartbreak so debilitating.   I never thought I asked for too much in return. Just your time, and the reciprocation of...

Check, one two!

When I first started my blog here I had no idea the feedback I would get. People messaged me, commented, cared. For me, a stranger they've never known. At the time I lost hope for humanity, everyone in real life denied me an ear.    It wasn't my...